How he returned me to Lai Yin — and why I’m sharing this.
This isn’t kink. This isn’t porn. It’s the true story of a man dismantling his identity to restore his woman to full rule.
Topic
choice
A collection of 7 issues
I want him because I choose him
I don’t fuck because I should. I fuck because I want to. I don’t receive him as a chore. I receive him because I claim him.
Why I Don’t Wash Him Away
When he places his semen on me. I stay still.
The code beneath the practice
Unacknowledged pressure turns to noise. Claimed pressure returns to order.
The Sybian is for me — his release is for me too
I don’t use my body to buy peace. I use my body to place him. And the machine? That’s just efficiency.
Householding is not chastity culture
The real difference between PornHub chastity and planned placement.
When I choose anal, it’s not play. It’s placement.
Anal is not friction. It is not theatre. It is signal.